just nothing!

Tiba tiba!

Banyak sangat lebah depan tingkap meja tulis tasha nih. Terganggu pandangan tasha ke luar tingkap. Banyaknye sampai masuk dalam bilik-flying around me. Takot. Spoil betul lebah nih (dalam hati laa...he3). Xleh tasha mengelamun tengok luar tingkap. Tengok pohonon menghijau ciptaan ILAHI yang liang liuk ditiup angin sawah. Asyik~

Lagi menakutkan bila dengar bunyi2 lebah tu kat telinga tasha. Nape nih? Mana datang semua nih? Nak produce madu somewhere near my windows ker? Nape td tader? Takot... jangan sengat tasha!

Tasha tak boleh study! Lebah2 ni plak duk bising2.. kenapa? Petanda pape ke? Hopes its a good one, really hoping that as tomorrow would be my exam day.i am not in the mood to study. why eh? is it because i am stress? i want to talk to somebody but i dont know who. mom is in my room now but i dont feel like talking to her. who am i waiting for?

Tonight i will be going to shah alam. InsyaAllah will be arriving at shah alam bus station around 5.30 am next morning. Kak long will fetch me. After preparing myself a bit, long will send me to IDP Subang for IELTS. I must be at the centre at 8am. After the exam, maybe around 3, i will take taxi to Subang Parade and wait for ngosh there. Then, both of us will be heading to kuala Terengganu. Cannot stay long at shah alam. Sorry friends~

Hurm, as tonight i will be on bus, xleh la nak tengok nur kasih... uwaa~. i dont know why nur kasih give me so much impact. its like i am addicted to the series. maybe because nur kasih is about a complicated love story with islamic elements in it.

until now, after muhasabah diri ini, i can say that i am an easy-get-influenced-by-others type of person. ntah la. tiba2 terfikir hal ini. will eloborate about this next time. because this entry is just nothing! just releasing the depression in me. depression? now i used the word. i shouldnt use it!!!!!!

Hmm...suddenly all the bees are gone? Where did they go? Alhamdulillah, bleh nikmati pemandangan pohonan menghijau di luar balik.