#5: jar of hearts

everyday, i will listen to this song on mix.fm. jar of hearts by Christina Perri. no doubt this song will make you cry if you were once being cheated in love.

the song is about a girl who was very in love with a boy but he didn't appreciate it and left her for another girl. however, he finally realized how great was his 1st love and tried to get back to the first girl. but the boy had deeply hurt the first girl and the scars will remains with the girl for the rest of her life. who do you think you are, a liar boy? sad..

sometimes we didn't appreciate something until we lose it. be thankful and love everybody around you honestly.

I know, I can't take one more step towards you
'Cause all that's waiting is regret
Don't you know I'm not your ghost anymore
You lost the love I loved the most

I learned to live, half a life
And now you want me one more time

And who do you think you are?
Runnin' 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me
Who do you think you are?

I hear you're asking all around
If I am anywhere to be found
But I have grown too strong
To ever fall back in your arms

I've learned to live, half a life
And now you want me one more time

And who do you think you are?
Runnin' 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me
Who do you think you are?

Dear, It took so long just to feel alright
Remember how to put back the light in my eyes
I wish I had missed the first time that we kissed
'Cause you broke all your promises
And now you're back
You don't get to get me back

Who do you think you are?
Runnin' 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me
Don't come back at all

And who do you think you are?
Runnin' 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
Don't come back for me
Don't come back at all

Who do you think you are?
Who do you think you are?
Who do you think you are?

#4: i won't back down

i love this song, sang by Dia Frampton and Blake Shelton. Dia is the first runner-up of The Voice. and the song is great too. awesome!

Well, I won't back down
No, I won't back down
You can stand me up at the gates of hell
But I won't back down

Gonna stand my ground
Won't be turned around
And I'll keep this world from dragging me down
Gonna stand my ground
And I won't back down

Hey baby, there ain't easy way out
Hey, I will stand my ground
And I won't back down

Well, I know what's right
I got just one life
In a world that just keep pushing me around
But I stand my ground
And I won't back down

Hey baby, there ain't easy way out
Hey, I will stand my ground
And I won't back down
No, I won't back down

menanti di alam barzakh by fareast

insaf

permulaan nasyid agak slow tapi chorus dapat bangkitkan keinsafan...
moga alam barzakh kita seluas mata memandang, nyaman tanpa gelap gelita. moga tiada penyasalan...

I'll Stand By You

Oh why you look so sad
The tears are in your eyes
Come on and come to me now
Don’t be ashamed to cry
Let me see you through
Cause I’ve seen the dark side too

When the night falls on you
You don't know what to do
Nothing you confess
Could make me love you less

I’ll stand by you
I’ll stand by you
Won’t let nobody hurt you
I’ll stand by you

So if you're mad get mad
Don’t hold it all inside
Come on and talk to me now
Hey, what you got to hide
I get angry too
Well I’m a lot like you

When you're standing at the crossroads
And don't know which path to choose
Let me come along
Cause even if you're wrong

I’ll stand by you
I’ll stand by you
Won’t let nobody hurt you
I’ll stand by you
Take me in into you darkest hour
And I’ll never desert you
I’ll stand by you

And when, when the night falls on you, baby
You don't know what to do
You're feeling all alone
You won't be on your own

I’ll stand by you
I’ll stand by you
Won’t let nobody hurt you
I’ll stand by you
Take me in into you darkest hour
And I’ll never desert you
I’ll stand by you

Oh I’ll stand by you
I’ll stand by you

saya suka...

emm, i think i am now taking another step of maturity.

because,

i started to love anuar zain-seriously!!!
before this, its kind of weird for me to see women (not girls) love anuar zain so much. even for secretarial weeks (normally in April), anuar zain would be the most chosen singer for the bosses to show their appreciations to their secretary. y?

now i know y.
because anuar zain songs are very romantic n his voice is so macho. hehe.
i knew i started to love anuar zain last week, at TM shah alam. i have to change my modem that was badly damaged due to lighting. and there, they played anuar zain youtube, which is sooo mendamaikan jiwa. hehe

so, i spending this whole day downloading anuar zain's songs into my laptop! and... i love it!

sedetik lebih

a romantic love song =)

Setiap nafas yang dihembus

Setiap degupan jantung

Aku selalu memikirkanmu

Dalam sedar dibuai angan

Dalam tidur dan khayalan

Aku selalu memikirkanmu

Ternyata ku perlukan cinta dari dirimu sayang

Barulah terasa ku bernyawa

Kasihku…ku amat mencintai kamu

Kerana kau beri erti hidup

Ku kan terus mencinta sedetik lebih selepas selamanya

Di kala penuh ketakutan dengan badai kehidupan

Ku bersyukur adanya kamu

Biarlah kehilangan semua yang dimiliki di dunia

Asal masih adanya kamu

all cried out

allure... all cried out

is studying n listening to this song from my mp3. sejak dlu ag.. sangat suka lagu ini. wuuu, lagu ni mmg sedeyh. terasa sgt sedeyh la bila dgr lagu ni. hehe, tp tasha bukan la sedeyh skrg. just i love this song. one of my fave song selain soledad from westlife. 

owh, album ni tasha beli dh byk tahun lps dah.. masa shopping kat SACC Mall, Shah Alam. nak letak u-tube kat cni cm mlas lak. yg pasti.. lagu ni best!!!

All alone on a Sunday morning
Outside I see the rain is falling
Inside I'm slowly dying
But the rain will hide my crying, crying, crying

And you, don't you know my tears will burn the pillow
Set this place on fire 'cause I'm tired of your lie
All I needed was a simple, "Hello"
But the traffic was so noisy that you could not hear me cry

I, I gave you my love in vain
My body never knew such pleasure
My heart never knew such pain
And you, you leave me so confused
Now I'm all cried out, over you
Ooh, crying over you, over you, yeah

Never wanted to see things your way
Had to go astray for why was I such a fool
Now I see that the grass is greener
Is it too late for me to find my way home
How could I be so wrong, yeah?

Leaving me all alone
Don't you know my tears will 'cause an inferno
Romance of these flames, why should I take the blame?
You were the one who left me neglected, apology not accepted
At me to the broken hearts you've collected

I gave you all of me
How was I to know, you would weaken so easily
I, I don't know what to do
Now I'm all cried out over you

I gave you my love in vain
My body never knew such pleasure
My heart never knew such pain
And you, you left me so confused
Now I'm all cried out
Now I'm all cried out, over you

Please forgive me
Please forgive me, oh
Please forgive me

soledad

tengah study and lagu ni muncul..

it has been years
i can say that this is the best sad song i ever heard

tasha dah dengar soledad dah lama dan until now it still become my fave sad song.. suka sangat.. sedeyh sangat...

owh ye, the song has nothing to do with my personal life.. i just love the song and would like to share it here..

owh, i love westlife =)

if we ever meet again

sharing aya's fave song. love it too =)

i'll never be the same...

if we ever meet again..

don't ever let me go
i'll never be the same
if we ever meet again

timbaland featuring katy perry

what it feels like for a girl

just finished watching Glee.

hmm...
tasha sangat pelik kenapa tasha tak de keyakinan diri dan selalu negative thinking.

i really admire the Glee cast. they really confident with themselves. lagi pun, topic malam ni sal genderism. cam menarik. betulla, perempuan sentiasa takutkan objection dari lelaki, takut mengecewakan lelaki, so they go for it eventhough they dont want it... tu la yang diceritakan lam Glee malam ni. pendek kata, perempuan sentiasa kene jaga hati pasangan... hmm..

kenapa jadi camtu?
sebab perempuan tak rasa pilihan di tangan mereka. mungkinkah sebab tiada confident? jom kite share satu lagu dari madonna (tasha dengar pon dalam Glee tadi nihs..hik3x)

what it feels like for a girl by madonna

Girls can wear jeans
And cut their hair short
Wear shirts and boots
Cause it's okay to be a boy

But for a boy to look like a girl is degrading
Cause you think being a girl is degrading
But secretly
You'd love to know what it's like
Wouldn't you?
What it feels like for a girl

Silky smooth
Lips as sweet as candy, baby
Tight blue jeans
Skin that shows in patches

Strong inside but you don't know it
Good little girls they never show it
When you open up your mouth to speak
Could you be a little weak

Do you know what it feels like for a girl
Do you know what it feels like in this world for a girl

Hair that twirls on finger tips so gently, baby
Hands that rest on jutting hips repenting
Hurt that's not supposed to show and
Tears that fall when no one knows
When you're trying hard to be your best
Could you be a little less

Do you know what it feels like for a girl
Do you know what it feels like in this world for a girl
Do you know what it feels like for a girl
Do you know what it feels like in this world
What it feels like for a girl

Strong inside but you don't know it
Good little girls they never show it
When you open up your mouth to speak
Could you be a little weak

Do you know what it feels like for a girl
Do you know what it feels like in this world for a girl
Do you know what it feels like for a girl
Do you know what it feels like in this world for a girl

In this world
Do you know
Do you know
Do you know what it feels like for a girl
What it feels like in this world

if you dont want it, dont do it.

sigh3x....

girls,
you have the right to say 'no' or to say 'yes'.
jangan terlalu fikirkan others sampai abaikan diri sendiri. jangan zalim kepada diri sendiri, but yet, dont be selfish..

girls,
you cannot fulfill everyone's expectations.
you are yourself. if you cant make it, then just do your best. semua orang tak sama. jika dia boleh buat, tak semestinya anda juga boleh buat. sebab tahap masing2 berbeza. tapi jangan lah berhenti berusaha. tetaplah yakin. yang penting, buat semampunya.

girls,
please respect yourself.
jangan rasa anda sangat baik jika biarkan others pijak kepala anda. you deserve to be treated well, because we are the same... a normal human being.

girls,
be what you want to be.
memang nasihat from others penting tapi tak semuanya boleh diterima. jika anda selesa dengan diri anda, teruskan. tapi jika ada kelemahan dalam diri anda, berilah ruang untuk mengubahnya. setiap orang berhak buat salah dan belajar darinya.

girls,
be positive, be confident.
tak perlu secantik miss world untuk confident, tak perlu seterrer pemegang nobel tuk jadi positive. anda ada keistimewaan anda. percaya pada diri anda.

ini adalah pesanan tuk diri tasha.. i really admire adibah noor because she is sooo confident and positive. i want to be like her (eventhough i didnt get to know her personally.... tp tasha tetap rasa dia besh.)

positive + confident

Yang Terindah

Semenjak kau hadir dalam hidupku
Tiada lagi keresahan
Kau mengetuk pintu hatiku
Tanpa sedar hingga ku izinkan

Kau yang bernama cinta
Kau yang memberi rasa
Kau yang ilhamkan bahagia
Hingga aku terasa indah

Maaf jikaku tidak sempurna
Tika bahagia mula menjelma
Bila keyakinan datang merasa
Kasih disalut dengan kejujuran

Mencintai dirimu
Merindui dirimu
Memiliki dirimu
Hingga akhir hayat bersama kamu

Kau yang bernama cinta
Kau yang memberi rasa
Kau yang ilhamkan bahagia
Hingga aku terasa indah

Kau yang bernama cinta
Hingga aku rasa indah

yang penting keikhlasan
pelaburan, pengharapan... tapi satu kepastian

i can't stop smiling....

antara dua kasih

well, i love this song.
and sore hafiz hamidun memang besh. huhu.. bila teringat zaman sekolah.. misti teringat nasyid2.

ok anda-anda sekalian,
antara 2 kasih, kasih Ilahi and kasih manusia.. mana satu pilihan jiwa?
hehe, yeah mmg majoriti akan cakap kasih Ilahi tapi sejauh mana benarnya kata2 itu datang dari diri kita?

bukan meng'condemn' kasih manusia. tak dinafikan kasih manusia boleh melorong kita kepada kasih Ilahi. cam lirik nasyid di atas:

Terkadang kasih kita sesama insan
Bisa mengundang keredhan Tuhan
jika insan menghargainya
Dan memuliakannya

terpetik kata2 isteri Ustaz Zaharuddin dari Zaharuddin.net, Ummu Husna, suami memainkan peranan penting dalam kesolehahan isteri. ni tasha copy paste dr blog Ummu Husna.

“Tapi perlu diingat satu fakta yang sering terpinggir dari perhatian ramai bagi seorang isteri untuk jadi solehah,” tiba-tiba suami kembali bersuara.

“Apa dia, bang?”saya menyoal penuh tanda tanya.

“Formula terbaik untuk menjadi isteri solehah adalah mempunyai suami yang soleh, kerana jika seorang isteri ingin menjadi solehah, ia amat sukar tanpa suami yang soleh,” tegas suami.

“Malah segala kebaikan isteri dan ciri-ciri solehahnya boleh sahaja disalah gunakan oleh si suami yang tidak soleh hingga akhirnya dia dizalimi,” tambah suami lagi sambil membetulkan cermin matanya.

Saya membenarkan kata-kata suami. Berapa ramai wanita hari ini yang kelihatan jauh dari ciri wanita solehah, tetapi dengan kehadiran seorang suami yang soleh, wanita itu berjaya dibentuk dan berubah kepada yang lebih baik. Nasihat kepada suri hatinya tentang penampilan seorang wanita Muslimah sentiasa dititikberatkan. Pergaulan isteri bersama lelaki yang bukan mahram, diselia sebaiknya agar tidak timbul fitnah yang merosakkan.

Dan tidak kurang juga, ramai wanita yang sebelum berkahwin merupakan wanita yang baik beragama, tetapi sejurus melangkah ke alam rumahtangga, semakin terhakis nilai keagamaannya kerana sikap suami yang tidak mementingkan penjagaan syari’at. Kecantikan dan aurat isteri dijaja dengan penuh bangga. Pemergian isteri bersama lelaki lain tidak pernah dipandang curiga dan lain-lain lagi.

tasha 100% agreed ngan kenyataan di atas, kerana tasha dah lihat bukti2nya di sekeliling tasha. hmm, tak Allah jadikan sesuatu itu sia2.. yang penting.. tengok dengan mata hati...

renung2kan dan selamat beramal =)

doa perpisahan

rasa cam penah upload nasyid ni... tatau la.

yang pasti,
ia memang hebat!

sebenarnya petang tadi tasha menyelongkar koleksi cd2 tasha. maka terjumpa la cd kelas form 5Bukhari dulu. masih elok lagi cd nya. tasha pun tonton la cd tu sambil gelak sensorang sebab.. weyh, tak matangnya! form 5 pun camni ea. kui3x

and part besh bila last ade nasyid ni. so, cam rindu kawan2 shams sekalian la. 5 taun di bumi shams, arap pertarbiahan yang diterima dapat menetapkan hati tasha untuk sentiasa berpijak di bumi yang sementara ini dan tak berada kat awangan. hehe. ye kengkawan sekalian, bumi ini sementara, mati itu pasti (huhu, tersirap darah bila sebut sal mati...)

owh ye, bila cakap sal mati ni kan, pabila kita menerima berita kematian, walau sapa2 sekali pun, sedekahkan lah al-fatihah untuk si mati. moga amalan kita ini meringankan sakit yg ditanggung arwah... and mudah2an nanti bila kita dh xde, orang lain pun mudah tuk doakan kita.. insyaAllah.

ok lah, enjoy the nasyid... doa perpisahan (mode: missed the good old days) =)

nyanyi #1

in the mood of singing( hepy nampak.. heh)

ni lagu nostalgic mak...

sempena mother's day ni, tasha post one of mak's fave band (erm, kopratasa ni kiranya band la kan?)
ni lagu mak suka... satu lagi lagu feveret mak, Permata Buat Isteri.
tasha pun suka lagu tu,
i bet every wife outthere loves the song..

teringat pakcu zul nyanyi lagu Permata Buat Isteri untuk makcu masa family day..
wawaaaa...sungguh romantis.

tp ni tasha share lagu Kopratasa yg laen-masihkah kau ingat...
hmm, ingat tak? =P

Honey Bee

I am a honey bee
Shunned off from the colony
And they won’t let me in
So I left the hive
They took away all my stripes
And broke off both my wings
So I’ll find another tree
And make the wind my friend
I’ll just sing with the birds
They’ll tell me secrets off the world

But my other honey bee
Stuck where he doesn’t wanna be
Oh my darling honey bee
I’ll come save you
Even if it means I’ll have to face the queen

So I’ll come prepared
My new friends say they would help me
Get my loved one back
They say it isn’t right
The bees have control of your mind
But I choose not to believe that
So we’ll meet in the darkness of the night
And I’ll promise I will be there on time
We’ll be guided by my new friends the butterflies
Bring us back to our own little hive

Oh my other honey bee
No longer stuck where he doesn’t wanna be
Oh my darling honey bee
I have saved you
And now that you’re with me
We can make our own honey

zee avi

cinta terakhir by aiman

Kau cinta pertamaku
Kau cinta terakhirku
Tiada apa yang bisa
Menafikan kasih kita

Kau ayu di mataku
Satu antara seribu
Tiada tara di dunia

Mungkin kan terputus di tengah jalan
Mungkin kan terlerai tanpa ikatan
Usah ragu dengan takdir

Kau ayu di mataku
Satu antara seribu
Tiada tara di dunia

Mungkin kita kan berbeza haluan
Berakhirnya cerita percintaan
Segalanya ketentuan Tuhan

Lagu/Lirik: Hafiz Hamidun
Artis: Aiman

lagu ni dah lama tp baru tasha dengar beberapa ari lepas... besh la lagu ni. terasa sungguh ikhlas n mendalam. suara aiman pon sedap. congrats hafiz hamidun for the song. awesome =))

thank you by dido

today while driving, light.fm was palying this song. i can say that dido is my favourite singer. i love her songs as i am so well into this kind of slow song.

this is memory. i used to 'layan' this song.

so, this is dido with thank you =)

cinta hakiki

Nur Kasih

nur kasih episod malam ini sungguh mengharukan...

setuju!

"kadang-kadang Allah akan uji kita dahulu sebelum memberi kita sesuatu yang baik..."

Subhanallah.... terima kasih Allah atas rahmatMu. moga aku tergolong dalam hamba-hambaMu yang sentiasa diberi peringatan. Amin

p/s: this entry is not written in English due to keterharuan yang melanda. cannot express the feeling in english right now..

oh saiba~

just now, before Jumaat prayer, a friend introduces me to this song. the song is so menarik, this is my first time 'layan' this type of song. maybe all of you should try it. =)

Lagu : Saiba
Penyanyi : Khalifah

kawe mitok demo..balik mari smula
harap demo trimo..mitok demo soba

oh saiba…oh saiba..oh saiba..oh saiba…

bakpo demo lari nyo tinggal kawe
sapa nyo hati demo tinggal gi
bakpo demo lari nyo tinggal kawe
sapa nyo hati demo tinggal gi

kawe mitok demo..balik mari smula
harap demo trimo..mitok demo soba

kawe mitok demo..balik mari smula
harap demo trimo..mitok demo soba

kawe tidok seko..demo buat gitu
saloh sikit sajo..sapa maroh gitu lalu
kawe tidok seko..demo buat gitu
saloh sikit sajo..sapa maroh gitu lalu

oh saiba…oh saiba..oh saiba..oh saiba…
oh saiba…oh saiba..oh saiba..oh saiba…

it is a dikir barat song. for those interested, can 'layan' the song here!