dear diary

hari ini hari ahad. cuaca hari ni baek. panas jek. semalam pun panas hingga ke petang, xde ujan2 di tengah hari (hehe~). alhamdulillah.

dah lama tak mengarut betul2 mengarut kat blog ni. nak cite satu cite. sejak duk uma ni, tasha ngan mak banyak wat operasi "BERSIH" uma. hehe, bersih dlm erti kata kemas uma; buang ape2 yg tak perlu. semua bilik la kami masuk n kemas. pastu tasha terjumpa la diari!

diari ni meelah bagi masa tasha form 5, year 2003. diari ni ade code number dia. tp as dah lama sgt, tasha dah lupe code number dia. alih2 3 ari lepas, tasha berjaya bukak diari ni. klakar betul!

tasha pun baca la ape yg tasha tulis time umo 17 taun tu. walaupon ade 3,4 helai je tasha tulis (tasha xtulis diari sebenarnye...xreti), tasha baca gaks. tergelak2 tasha baca. xsangka tasha ni klakar jugak dlu. bertapa tak matangnye kite dulu, compared ngan sekarang la. kalo tulis skrg, bila tasha baca 10 taun ag, mist tasha gelak2 ag pikir ketakmatangan tasha ni. haha

suddenly i realised the importance of diary. not everything we remembered, eventhough sometimes we remembered the moment, but to be precisely, if we wrote down the feelings, the surrounding in diaries, we can feel the situation again. seronok. maka, tasha pun berazam nk tulis diari pasni, walaupon bukan tiap2 ari, tp at least, kalo ade perkara2 menarik, kite leh tulis n ingt!

that's y i have blog. tp blog lebeyh kepada open, as diary lebeyh kepada personal. teringat plak kat my fave song time remaja2 dlu(haks), dear diary by m2m:

Dear Diary,
Something good happened today
He finally called me by my name
I didn't know how to behave
What to say or do
I was so confused

Dear Diary,
I wanna talk to him again
But whenever he is with his friends
He keeps trying to pretend
But I already see
The way he feels for me

What can I do?
Tell me what can I say
When do I let him know I feel the same way?
How can my feelings be so hard to show when
I really want him to know

Dear Diary,
He wrote some letters on his hand
It wasn't hard to understand
I figured I'm part of his plans
But now I'm in his heart
I don't know where to start

What can I do?
Tell me what can I say
When do I let him know I feel the same way?
How can my feelings be so hard to show when
I really want him to know

You're my secret hiding place
Where my private thoughts are safe
And just one look and he will see
What's inside of me

What can I do?
Tell me what can I say
When do I let him know I feel the same way?
How can my feelings be so hard to show when
I really want him to know

What can I do?
Tell me what can I say
When do I let him know I feel the same way?
How can my feelings be so hard to show when
I really want him to know