Apr 23, 2010

Permanent Head Damage (phd)

a friend introduced me this quote!

at 1st, yes... the research made me suffered headache n of course im stressed!

but now,
the supervisor issues make me suffers more!

this is my 1st sem journey (maybe i can write a book 1 day~)
i got this very well-known supervisor (the expertise in my area). at 1st, things went well. after a month under his supervision, problems happened. he didnt responded to my emails, sms and calls. i dont know why. i think i wasnt into his expectations, which meant, he was unhappy with my progressed. well, at the same time, im not happy with him too. so, things doesnt went well bet the two of us for few months.

suddenly, he emailed me one day, telling me that tomorrow will be his last day at the varsity. he assigned me to a co-supervisor, then he left! thank God i had a co-sv which meant i can still continues my journey. unfortunately, the co-sv told the faculty's graduate school, she didnt want to supervised me since my topic wasnt in her areas. she left, lefting me without co-sv, and main sv!

ok, i didnt have sv now. so, how can i continued the journey? the faculty's grad school said, they will do their best to overcome this. i waited and a week went w/o any improvement. i must do sumthing or else, i will be withdrawn from the course. so, i took a move. i approached severel doctors and alhamdulillah, few were interested in my research!

they agreed to be my sv, willingly and highly interested with my topic. yeah, this gave me a new hope but still i have to choose one of them.

then i emailed the faculty's grad school to tell them, i already find my sv. surprisingly, they told me, they already found me a sv too! haha, good3x. now, i had a lists of talented and experienced supervisors, whose are very interested in my topics to be my supervisor. how could i choose one of them???????

i must choose them well because i dont want things to be like what had happened b4. Sv is very important u know!

owh GOD, from a students with an experienced and well-known sv, to no sv at all, to several experienced yet highly interested in the topic willingly to be the sv!

ok, maybe some of u who read this didnt understand what had been written. yeah, mayb because i am stress, thats why the writing is a bit messy and ununderstandable. but believe me, i am a phd candidate that have problems with my 1st sem journey...

owh, be positive
there are not problems, there are challenges for me to be strong and successfully finished my studies. yet, i still in my 1st sem.. sigh~


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