the title

i choose to do something
and i believe it'll benefited me in some ways
but i am afraid that it will makes others suffer
however
if i continue to worry of others
what would happen to me in the future?
so did i choose the best way?
i don't want to be labeled as selfish

i want to do things on my own
if i did something wrong
please do not critics me
because everybody makes mistakes
it's part of being an adult
so let me choose my own road
and pray for my best

i shouldn't be negative
i should rid all he worst things that i always put in my mind
i should turn my worries into strategies
the strategies to wash away all the worries
because
if i fail
it is not the end of the world
i can find ways to overcome it
i am just like others
who manage to be successful after they failed

tasha...
do not think of
'what if i cannot finished it'
but please think of
'how am i going to finish it'

i will get the title
i will be a doctor
i will make my parents proud of me
i will help the muslims with my expertise
i will benefited the human beings
i will contribute to the world
and
i hope the title brings me closer to my Creator
Allah