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dah lama tak update blog...

ni ngah reading tp stop jap sebab termotivated!

ok, tasha ade masalah sekarang. i got a really big problem here. huhu... but i know, xde problem yang tak le diselesaikan. tu lumrah la. be matured tasha... terkesan ngan quote ini:

"every sucessful person has a painful story. every painful story has a succesful ending. accept the pain and get ready for success."

phd journey is not easy. you have to face many challenges that u never thought u will have to face. so do I. i never thought that this journey would be this challenging. but i know, mine is not as challenging as many people out there. itulah gunanya buku PhD-kecil tapi signifikan tu. motivates me a lot.

alhamdulillah,
i think i can control my stress better now. i cried a lot during my 1st semester of PhD. I got problems with my supervisors as well as the peers. i got problems with my topic and until now, i keep changing my topic. stressful rights?

but!
i know, these are things that indirectly will qualified me as a PhD graduate. i got problems with supervisor, and i cried. now, i still faced the same problems but so far, i think i can handle it. sometimes, things doesnt go as you wished, just accept it, and adapt to it. so, i dont think supervisor is the main issue now-although i cant deny myself to keep jealous of the attention that my peers got from their supervisors. so what? this is my journey, my own story. it wouldnt be the same as others rite? it's called variation!

about the topic
well, i learnt something valuable this semester. although i quite sad because of my previous topic, but i shouldnt just stay there and sedeyh2. i must go on. i got problems with my previous topic. the data is not available in Malaysia. so, how am i going to continue it? its already 8 months! i felt demotivated. but then, take it positively tasha. at least, u realised it on ur 8th months of study. not, the 3rd year of your study. so, dont waste another couples of months to sedeyh2. go on. keep on reading and find something viable to be studied. u can do it!

When things get though, the tough gets going.. Life is full of wonderful things"

couldnt defense my proposal on my 2nd semester maybe my so-called-MAJOR- failure. so what? i cant win all the time. if so, i wouldnt learn how to appreciate, how to be thankful, how to learn from experiences. if u feel that things u value are being taken away, just remember that there are many less fortunate people around u. maybe you cant see the pain but believe me, everybody has their own problems. so, at that time, ur problems doesnt see significant at all~

Success is gained after going thru all the bumpy roads.

i am thankful, i didnt face so much problems as others. there are only one major problem in me now-PhD. I didnt faced any serious family problems, i dont have financial problems, im not suffering from any serious illness, etc. how thankful i am. so, i must make sure i can focus on my current problem and eliminates it ASAP. just accept it. redha. give the best and let Allah do the rest. leave your comfort zone and aim for something better. life must go on...

"La takhaf wa la tahzan.. innallaha ma'ana"
Usah berasa takut, gusar dan bimbang kerana sesungguhnya Allah sentiasa bersama kita.