hari ini saya tidak sihat

hari ini saya tidak sihat...

semalam pas kemas bilik, terus bersin2.. then selsema, then gatal2 mata, then batuk etc.

pagi tadi, bangun around 6 am, tekak rasa perit, badan rasa panas2 and dah mula rasa x best!

so, hari ini amik day-off, tak gi uitm. tapi kat rumah tak study pun. bukak laptop, baca sket2... rasa xbest. panas and asek bersin and selsema. kepala pun pening2. aduss. then makan panadol. baring2. tp rasa panas sgt. kipas pun dah level 5. nak pasang aircond rasa cm membazir plak pasang aircond siang2 ni. huhu..

tgh hari, lapar pulak. pagi td dah breakfast mushroom sup. alaa, yg cmpur air panas tu je, xmampu nk masak2. tgh hari kembali lapar. xtau nk makan ape. sbb tekak pahit. lauk pun xkeluarkan kalau nk masak. tp i dont think i can cook in this kind of situation. dlm xsehat tu, amik kunci kereta, drive thru mcd. sbb lunch time mcd ade offer mcvalue meal dia. hehe. so, lunch mkn mcd.

mlm plak mkn mcd, burger yg separuh lagi. ye la, demam. mana mampu nk mkn satu burger skali ngap. tp dalam duk demam2 tu, dah start lemau la. tasha la yang lemau. dah mula susah hati pikir proposal. aiyuk. dah start stress. tasha ni, mudah sangat stress! rilex la.
mana boleh rilex!

i have to study, i have to complete my proposal. i have to keep on going. if not, tasha xsempat nk submit proposal tu on time. aish, tp demam ni kan ujian. mayb Allah wants u to take rest.
tp demam tu sekit aje. i still can study if i want. it just me yg terlampau manja. demam sket, terus x dpt study. ngadap laptop tp browse thru je all the jurnals, xdpt masuk pun ape yg dibaca. pfft!

uwaa.... camne nih. susah ati.. nk study... nak study.. nak study...
tp xmasuk...
nk study... nak siapkan proposal... nak defense proposal sem ni...

alaa, org laen ade ag yg xdefense proposal sem ni, rilex je.
xnak jadi org laen yg xdefense ag tu, nak jadi org laen yg dah defense. ini march. so, dah 15 bulan tasha enrolled as a phd candidate at uitm. i must do something. xnk jadi cam org kebanyakan....

again, redha tasha.
sakit itu penghapus dosa jika kita redha n sabar.
just rest n insyaAllah tomorrow will be an effective day for u. who knows...

insyaAllah. dnt panic. we have plan but of course Allah have a better plan for u. REDHA!